Anywhere

I'd rather be anywhere (well, mostly NY actually) than at my desk right now. I'd love to be in Paris - perusing the flea markets for vintage Dior - or in London with my boyfriend as my guide - or in NY - shopping at Zara or Jeffrey or Bendel's and then stopping for a late lunch and a sip of merlot at Bar 89 or Balthazar. Or maybe just a quiet dinner at Balthazar. We had the best table last time we went - and the funniest couple next to us - obviously a first date - more interested in talking to us than eachother. Mismatch. I wonder if they had a second...

So anyway - back to where i'd rather be...on the beach in St. Bart's with a good book and a suitcase full of sarongs - or in Vegas - sidling up to the blackjack table with a handful of hundreds - or at a spa - getting a hot stone massage - or in New Orleans - dining at NoLa's and then taking the midnight vampire tour - or in Napa - barrel tasting cab's in the caves at Pine Ridge Winery...

I think though, i just want to be back in NY. I miss it. I miss rich. This is so much harder than i thought it would be - long distance romance. It's especially hard after a weekend together - to once again speak on the phone - it seems like a consolation prize - it's only part of what it's supposed to be. We have the most amazing weekends together - such fun. I'm going back in a few weeks - to again spend 5 days. It goes so quickly. Too quickly.

I have to snap out of this! At least i look cute today...

K